I know, I know, Valentines Day was a few days ago. I was thinking of updating this that night, but didn't know what to right. So, I'm doing it now.
The reason that I'm doing this now was NOT because I was busy celebrating (mostly because I have no reason to celebrate since I don't have that special someone & the other reason was I had to work - yes people, I was working on a holiday - well, not considered a holiday here).
That night , while I was listening to soppy love songs on the radio, a memory came. It's something that I've never shared with anybody because it's kinda embarrassing for me. When someone asks me whether I've ever felt love, loved or loving towards someone, I always answered yes & no but never told what that meant.
Ok, here goes.
There's this guy that I just met & we talked a bit. He invited me to join his group & I did. We had fun as friends did. Then, suddenly he asked me to be his girlfriend. It was out of the blue. I was speechless. He said I was fun to be with & felt attracted to me. So, naturally I said, yeah why not.
I've never felt anything like it before. You would probably say it was a first love, but I highly doubt it. The truth was, we only met virtually. Yup. That's right. We only talked through the web and never saw each other's faces. And to top it off, it only lasted a month. For a long time, I never heard from him again. I was mad at first & felt cheated, but then, I was grateful because I knew it would never last.
So, yes, I had felt love before & no, it wasn't real.
To me, he was just a chapter in my life and not the entire book. (Hope this makes sense, LOL )
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