Feelings

Never mind I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you,
Don't forget me I beg,
I remember you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead...

It is something personal, to share something like this. But I'm doing this because I need to get it out of my head, not to forget but as a reminder to my future self.

Remember how i said that i like someone, since i started my degree? Well, now the tenses had changed from LIKE to LIKED. You can see the differences, right?

Something happen along the way. We used to talk, like close friends who share the same crazy hobbies and interests. But then, just when i open up my heart to you, you became someone else that i don't know. You act like a stranger and drifted away. We became further apart. If i made a mistake, i'm sorry. Its just the way i am. I don't want to be someone i'm not. Maybe i was too honest in my actions, being overly excited when talking to you, and you don't like it, but that's just how i really feel towards you.

Now, you had finally told the truth. And i'm thankful for that. If only you told me sooner, i wouldn't have been this hopeful. Really i feel like an idiot. I should have seen this coming. Although a part of me still hopes that it was just a dream, i need to face reality. I need to move on, without you holding me back.

What were all those messages for? To whom are you referring? Were you not talking about me? You got my hopes up, and made me believe in a fantasy. But you crushed it all with a single blow.

My tears wasted on someone like you...